Even though nothing will change

I feel lonely.

 I do, and there is nothing that I can or want to do that may change it. 

I am being alone for a long time, 

more that I would like,

more that it should be. 

But this is life, 

and everyone says that when you don't look for it, 

then, 

love comes. 

I don't feel that it will come,

so maybe that means that I am looking for it 

unconsciously. 

I'm just sad, 

and there is not a big deal, 

just a lonely day between a lot of other lonely days that are not sad. 

It will pass 

even though nothing will change, 

I won't be sad forever.